Chat With Girls Online: Years Later, He Finally Found the Feeling He Had Lost
When Ethan was in college, he liked a girl everyone seemed to notice.
She was beautiful, confident, and always surrounded by friends. She appeared at parties, student events, and weekend trips while Ethan spent most of his time in a tiny rented room outside campus.
Some nights, dinner was little more than bread and instant noodles.
His room was hot in summer and freezing in winter. The secondhand desk shook whenever he typed too quickly, but it was where he spent countless nights learning programming, marketing, and every useful skill he could find.
Back then, the girl he secretly admired felt like someone from another world. He never told her how he felt.
Instead, he remembered the feeling. Not jealousy exactly. More like unfinished business with himself.